Don't You Dare

Don't you even try to convert my opinions into yours. I have my thoughts and ideas and I know my place. Don't you dare think, for a second, that just because you have interpreted things one way means you can mark my ideas as the wrong ones. I am my own person and I will keep my own mind. I will not be that person that morphs into the same cookie cutter mold that the rest of the world seems to have fallen into. That idea that one truth is the only truth is total bull shit. I know that in my mind I have found many ways to believe in many different things. Don't tell me I am wrong or stupid for keeping an open mind. I do not need to have everything figured out in order to be a content person. I find myself quite content knowing that many things could have happened to place us on this planet. If seeing is believing, what place do you hold telling me I am wrong for not sharing your views on something that holds no visual truth? I am not saying that I do not believe I am simply saying that I have different ideas and thoughts about the same issues and theories. I am simply an open minded person that finds anything possible. What power do you hold to tell me that I am just floating though life with no real path because I don't think that your ways are the only ways. I am not tied down. I am free to the thought of my own mind. Strong in my ability to think for myself. Don't you dare try to take that away from me.

Depression

Here is your task: think about life. Are you depressed yet? How is it that when I think about my life for more than five minutes self awareness turns to self pity? You start to think about the choices you have made thus far, and realize that the choice you have made is only a meer stab in the dark. Are you actually doing the right thing? Are you sure that this choice will lead you to success? How am I sure that the ounces of support that have driven me so far aren't derived from people's kindness, opposed to the truth? I sit here and think about what the future holds and all that comes to mind is, what if. What if? Where does this lead me? I sometimes feel trapped by my choices. There is no doubt that I love the choices I have made, and I can see myself doing it for the rest of my life, but maybe there is something out there that I should be doing. Something that would have lead me to greatness. What if? What if I find myself years down the line standing in front of a brick wall? What if this maze I have chosen to enter has no exit? Hey, that's life. You must acquire a love for the things that announced themselves to your interests and talent. All I can do is keep my mind running on the open path ahead of me, whispering to myself, you have made the perfect decision.

The People I See

As I sit here this lazy night I think, where has the class gone? I am convinced that the classy, traditional life style has forever shut it's doors on the human race. I don't doubt that there are people on this planet that hold very classical ideals and have been raised in a household rich with tradition, I have just become aware of the fact that there less and less people who posses a type of moral value that can be classified and class. More and more people abandon their ideas to help the world and trade it in for their selfish taste. The saying `All for one and one for all` has, no doubt changed to cut the 'one for all' part. Even people who once cared for the earth as a whole, have given up and turned to help themselves instead. Where will we stand in 20 years? Will the people of the world forget about each other and struggle through our planets deterioration alone? Who will we have to turn to if we keep this selfish attitude up? I don't know whats going to happen but I might as well express my scattered opinion to relieve my brain of it. Please remember to think of others during the good times, as well as the hard. Don't forget that there will always be someone out there who still believes in old fashion class and compassion. Do your fellow neighbor a favor. If someone does something kind for you don't forget, "Pay it forward." Together we might be able to save the people of this earth.

Sorry, I forgot

Damn. I forgot to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR. Another year to make promises to ourselves that we know we wont keep. So, what is everyone going to try and change for this lovely year? See, I never promise myself anything I know I can't keep. I usually just hope for change and pretend that maybe it will happen. You never know, maybe it will.

Shoot now that I think of it I think of all of the things that this year might mean for me.
Another year to disappoint myself. Another year to get excited over nothing. Here is another opportunity to hope for the best and only get the worst. This year is possibly the last one that I laugh and smile and see the light of the day.

Then again I think of all the amazing things that might happen.
Another year to conjure up some amazing goals and dreams that will someday, maybe, come true. This might be the same year that an opportunity, that I can't refuse, flies my way. This also might be the year that the world finally tries to fix itself and it actually works this time.

Anyway, I hope everyone had a wonderful new year and made many a new hopes for you to achieve.

I will rain on your parade

I have decided

Sad Stupid World

I have come to the sad realization that most of the people in my life, really have no brains. I sometimes think that I am the only person on this planet that has the ability to think before I let words just pour from my mouth. Then I think that I am just a bitch and I maybe, just maybe, really need to get over it and keep my opinion to myself. That is what this bloggy thing if for though, right? I get to type whatever I want without ever saying a word. This plan is perfect. I get to express my true feelings without public eye, or ever making a complete fool of myself. You can only judge my typed blogs, not my face or my voice or my physical being. See I can do whatever I want and you can never ruin my whole being. You can only attack me with your typed words, and let me tell you, I am so much stronger than typed letters.